Showing posts with label earthwise beauty. Show all posts
Showing posts with label earthwise beauty. Show all posts

Monday, March 26, 2018

Natural Beauty Series - Meet Ava from Earthwise Beauty



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You have no idea how happy I am to present this blog post to you guys! Like bursting at the seams excited! You know why? Because Ava from Earthwise Beauty is featured here as Natural Beauty today 💕 It was fascinating to pick brains of this fabulous green beauty heavyweight - I did a happy little dance when her interview answers came back, and now I am equally happy dancing sharing it all with you, my lovely readers. It is true you learn something new everyday - I learned a new way to nourish my scalp today, all thanks to Ava!



💕 I know exactly who You are, and I am a big fan, but would You please introduce Yourself to those who might don't know You?


My name is Ava Zhan, and I am the founder of Earthwise Beauty, an organic skin care line with a focus on local herbs grown or harvested by us, on unprocessed, often unusual plant oils, and on highly effective formulas! More recently, I couldn't help myself and also launched a second company, Pacific Northwest Essences (mind you, with the help of a whole super hard working and dedicated team). The essence company will soon carry over 100 flower and gem essences for internal use as herbal supplements, and also some eagerly awaited aura mists.


💕 How has going natural and non toxic in your beauty regimen changed your overall health and beauty?


Well, that happened over 15 years ago. Since my teenage years, I have been very interested in nutritional healing and herbal healing (Western and Traditional Chinese Medicine), which means the changes happened from outside and from inside simultaneously and gradually. But as far as the skin care regimen, not only do I take much more pleasure in using pure natural products, my skin generally looks very well fed. At 42, I don't really have wrinkles or loss of elasticity, and the minor tendency I have toward premenstrual breakouts is quite easy to keep in check. My approach with our products is to offer nourishing with oils and plants that are rich in vitamins, omegas, and many other phytonutrients. I believe in nurturing and boosting, and I am not a big proponent of scrubbing, several cleanses, stripping, or peeling. Intense exfoliating treatments offer quick visible results, but somehow in the long run, most heavy users of such products end up looking older, not younger. It is as if the skin cells become more passive or stripped off some crucial resiliency components and they do not bounce back on their own. What I have also found is that deeper peels may increase the tendency toward hyperpigmentation even though they are often supposed to diminish it. 
Ava Zhan, the founder of Earthwise Beauty,

💕 Three things that make You happy?

Freedom, ponderosa pines, and my children. 

💕 What is the best advice You've been given?

One good piece of advice that comes to mind is from the time I was just beginning to drive on highways and on busy big city streets. I was explaining to my friends that I feel a lot of pressure from the drivers behind me to get moving when I am preparing for a left turn on a very busy intersection. I wait and wait for a good while, but sometimes it takes quite long for the gap between oncoming cars to be wide enough. And the friends I was talking with made me realize that the right time to turn is when I am comfortable. It is not about pleasing them, it is about my and my passengers' safety. It was eye opening to realize how much we are thought to please others first. 

💕 What people inspire You? 

I am particularly inspired by people who have grace and kindness, who strive, create, achieve, yet they also work hard to be nonviolent, to maintain a pure and good heart.


💕 What are Your three (or five) can't-live-without-it green beauty products?


Among our products, I can't live without Nap in the Meadow Serum, Ferns and Moss Serum, and Farizad's Veil sun protective powder. 

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💕 Your best DIY recipe? Other than your fabulous products? It might be a simple scrub or cleaning solution, something simple like that?


My scalp is extremely sensitive to chemicals, including natural preservatives and emulsifiers that are used in large percentages by most, it seems, companies, including organic ones. For this reason, I often doctor up the cleanest, purest hair products I can find. I often make blends of a serving of natural shampoo with a few drops of lemon thyme essential oil and a dropperfull of burdock tincture. I leave on this enriched shampoo for as long as possible, and it soothes and nourishes my scalp.
*Noted - Renata. Thanks so much for the tip :)



💕 What do You like and dislike about yourself?


I like to laugh and joke in the company of people who get my jokes. Another thing that I like about myself is that I get things done. I will keep most of the dislikes secret, but to give you a few: I am impatient, don't like to wait, and I am late to places and appointments way more often than I would like.

💕 Your proudest achievement?

I don't know whether this is my personal achievement, but I am very proud of how my boys are turning out.

💕 What are You currently reading?

I am reading on several topics at once: Native American mythology, a novel set in India, and a series of books about the meanings of our dreams, especially with animal or mythical symbols, and I always look things up in my reference books on herbal healing.


💕 What food do You like to cook/eat?


I like healthy and tasty food, primarily vegetarian. When I lived in New York City, I was working as a cookbook editor for several years and I was surrounded by people whether editors or chefs who loved to eat, cook, bake, and to create new recipes, and most if not all of them ate very healthy foods. It was great fun to go to restaurants where competitive and creative chefs always worked on surprising their choosy New York clientele. We had access to food that was fresh, organic, inspired by cuisines around the world, and very tasty. 
💕 What is your favourite product from the ones You created?

It is a difficult question. I always want to improve and I am almost never fully satisfied with my formulas. On most days I am too perfectionistic. But let me choose Ferns and Moss Face Serum. It feels more complete than most facial oils, I love the amber color, the oakmoss scent, and the thick yet nonoily texture. And it is so versatile: Ferns and Moss works on bare washed skin, layered over other products such as our Nap in the Meadow, mixed with Farizad's Veil powder for the daytime. And it is one of those oils that I never ever worry may cause me congestion (with many products, I need to be careful and only apply richer products on the dry outer sides of my face, and light ones such as Ambrosia del Cerrado Moisturizer on my T-zone). During a time with very dry skin last winter, I even used a second layer of Ferns and Moss for the day over my foundation and loved the effect. My skin always asks for more Ferns and Moss.   

💕 Your guilty pleasure?
A chocolate muffin here and there.


💕 Your top tips for being healthy and happy?

First of all, lots of time in nature. Fresh air, sun, a breeze, and the sight of trees or an ocean are all my recipes for calm and happiness. Then very healthy foods, with a wide range of fresh fruits and cooked vegetables at every meal (yes, three times a day, not once). Then, nurture the quality relationships in your life, and if you have any that consistently make you unhappy, move on. There are new friends to meet at any time in one's life. 

💕 What scents excite You?

I love scents that are deep, evocative, earthy, resinous, surprising, and highest grade florals. As is evident for everyone who has tried our products, I can't bring myself to just add a little lavender and call a product scented and ready. If I go for lavender, I search for that one that smells like wild lavender, it is subtle and green, not just floral. 


💕 What is Your mantra in life? 

I don't have a mantra, but I am particularly sensitive on the topic of personal freedom. I try to create a life for myself and for my family members where we have freedom in many areas of our life even though we need to adjust to others' needs here and there, or say the school schedule.


💕 Favorite affirmation if You have one?


I don't have an affirmation, but not too long ago, I was writing text for a postcard that features the yellow iris flower essence that we carry on our pnwessences web site. I normally write long essence descriptions, but there is very little space on the card, and I wanted something more like an affirmation, but of course it had to also be faithful to how this particular essence works. What I wrote was "My cup is full." It has been many months and this sentence comes back to me often. Many of us grew up with a feeling of lack, whether from poverty or insufficiency, and we carry that feeling into adulthood even though it may no longer be true, or is not true much of the time. We need to retrain our brain to see with new eyes that we have changed, that our situation has changed. 



💕 3 resources every girl needs..


Her own money, easy access to nature, and people in her life who respect and appreciate her.


💕 Once an week for my health...


Chinese acupuncture.



💕 What do You do to de-stress?

I love weekends without any plans, classes, a schedule, and then I like to spend as much time as possible wandering our local meadows and forests.


💕 Last thing you do at night?


I read at least a few pages of a book. I have a huge stack of books next to my bed that I choose from, mostly my herbal reference books.
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You can check out thirteen more Natural Beauty interviews with the green beauty movers and shakers here. Feels so good to share the love 💕
Lots of Love,
Renata. 


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Monday, January 8, 2018

Wish List 2018



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Truth to be told I am mulling over this post since the middle of Autumn of last year, I've done and re-done (and lost it) multiple times, talked myself out of posting it quite a number of times too. Not sure if anybody's interested, but I figured it, the time is now or never! Ever since last year or so, I got into journaling, or writing down the thoughts that are pouring out of me faster than I can track them. As I looked back on my journals, I noticed many wishes scribbled here and there, so I took time to categorize them and write them down, because this way the thought holds more weight than just floating around your head. You might have noticed I have done a couple of these type of posts already, and when I looked back at them, I noticed half of the wishes I had came true. I believe that it is important to send your wishes
"out there" - call it whatever you like, Cosmic Ordering, wishes to God, Angels or simply Universe, I find it works. And if you believe in it, it multiplies the chances of getting what you want! So, cosmic ordering it is once again :)


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Natural Beauty Wishlist

(a bit excessive, I know. I am not the one to half a** things :)

Living Libations Sun Dew Trandermal Vitamin D Creme

I am looking into vitD topical usage at the moment, and I am into this Living Libations cream! Along with optimal vitamin D intake, topical vitamin D application can create a rejuvenating and quenching effect on skin. Sun+dew is a unique formula that delivers pure botanicals, potent vitamin D (2000 IU per application on face and over 100,000 IU per jar) to revitalize, hydrate and sustain your skin. Sounds good or what? I really loved all the Living Libations products I have tried to date and I want like all of them asap!



Living Libations Poetic Pits In Sandalwood or Musk

This has been on my wishlist for ages. It seems to be a pure essential oil to be used instead of deodorant, and I not sure how or if it would work, but I want to try it. There are a few scents to choose from, and Sandalwood is calling my name. If it fails, I can always fall back onto my DIY deodorant, can't I?



Living Libations Seabuckthorn Shampoo

I have bought a sample size of it and fell in love! Quite possibly the best green beauty shampoo. Their True Blue Spirulina shampoo is also very nice, see my review here if you missed it. I also reviewed their dental products in my Holistic Dental Care Routine post here, and I feel Living Libations obsession coming on - I loved everything I have tried to date. Pricy, yes, and although I can't afford much of them, I am determined to make my way through them one by one. The best quality you can get, and it feels like it.

Living Libations Best Skin Ever in Sandalwood or Sea Buckthorn

Iconic products by LL and I am determined to try them one day, as soon as I will finish off some of my current facial oils.



Living Libations Mint Condition Mineral Tooth Powder

Snippet from the official blurb - It is a gentle exfoliating elixir that polishes teeth with the pure ingredients of kaolin clay, coconut MCT powder, baking soda, magnesium, calcium, sea salt, probiotics, vitamin D, peppermint, and spearmint to harmonize optimal oral ecology. This gentle botanical brightener nourishes enamel with bio-available minerals. As you polish, tiny mineral particulates are delivered to the teeth and saliva.

All I can say is yes please :)

I think we can all understand I am well under Living Libations spell at the moment, I could go on for hours, but I think I will stop here. I have had a chance to try a few of their fantastic products, and I self gifted Renegade Beauty book for Christmas, which I can not get enough of. Oh, wait, that was Santa! Pardon moi.



Herbivore Moonstone Balm




Jane Iredale Circle Delete and Brightening concealer




Jane Iredale Lash Conditioner



Josh Rosebrook Vital Balm



Leahlani - pretty much the whole line



AnnMarie Skincare Mineral Foundation & Love & Grounded perfume oils




Esse Plus Ageless Probiotics Serum



Amly Mists - all of them



Bella Aura 


(update a couple of years later - not only I got a chance to try it, I am now fortunate enough to be their Ambassador. Life moves in mysterious ways, huh? See review here and if you want to try it, you can save whopping 15% off with my code "Renata15")



Lotus Wei Healing Sleep Anointing Oil




Beauty Heroes yearly subscription



Boxwalla yearly subscription







Natural Lifestyle Wishlist 2018
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Natural Lifestyle Wishlist 2018
  
Berkeley Water Filter
 
Do I need to say more?



Bioptron


Vitamix or Blendtec blender


I have to be honest, this is almost-permanent on my wishlist, as is Thermomix, but as my budget is lemonade, not champagne money, any of those will remain on my wishlist for longer (unless any of you want to sponsor me, haha!). The thing is, my trusty oldie juicer broke last year, so I replaced that bulky and heavy thing with Ninja, and it is close enough to what I want. No complains here.




Living Libations Immune Illume or Immune Illume in Hotberry

These appear to be essential oils for internal use if I am not mistaken? As someone with a compromised immune system stemming from food allergies, I want to try this to see if it will make a difference. Official blurb: for the glee of strong immunity, a deep warm embrace of schizandra berry, seabuckthorn berry, ginger, clove, cinnamon, turmeric and grapefruit. A medicine muse of potent antibacterial antifungal plants, a drop or two with chocolate, tea or honey!
Potent drops; fortifying antibacterial, antifungal and antiviral agents groom a resistant immune.


Living Libations Sacred Sage Smudge Chrism

Sacred Sage Smudge clears senses, sanctifies sacred spaces and purifies places with a reverent blend of cedar bark, vetiver roots, sandalwood, silver fir, Douglas fir setting a fragrant foundation for a gathering of sages from many nations: Kenyan Leleshwa, South African Blue Mountain Sage, Spanish Sage, Desert Sage and Canadian White Sage.
I intend to use this for air purifying purposes, I am afraid I don't do any magical rituals :)


Stainless steel lunchboxes


As I want to move away from plastic lunchboxes I currently have (BPA free, but still), stainless steel is what I want over glass. Lunch Bots and Tiffin lunch boxes seem to be the cutest around. Come this way please!



Fermenting Pot

Another useful thing I don't have, but also don't want to spend my money on, so I am throwing this wish out there in the open and well shall see what happens. You see, I often make my own sauerkraut (see recipe post here) but it can go moldy if I am not careful, so special pot would be useful. But oh my goodness, parting with 40€ for it? I don't think I can justify it. As well as spending 25+ for stainless steel bottles and luchboxes. Weren't they around 6 to 8 euros before everything eco and sustainable came into fashion? Since when we came to think it's OK to spend 25€ for a glass bottle? Yes, it is sustainable, eco and reusable, but why we can't buy water in a glass bottle for less than five quid and reuse that? I myself am reusing bottle from Treevitalise birch water, and I don't see a problem with it. There's also fabulously elegant Voss water bottle, I keep my eye on for a good while now, but I am yet to acquire it - I haven't seen those around. 
Whoops, sorry for a mini rant! I noticed significant price spikes for everything that comes into fashion, from all kinds of reusable stuff to grains (quinoa, farro, anyone?) and it drives me crazy, that's all.




Chi Machine



 
Pro mini rebounder




Shungite pyramids

(let's just say the electromagnetic pollution is off the roof where I live)





Books Wishlist 2018

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Book Wishlist 2018
 I couldn't help but raise a little smile when uploading this - just like with Natural Beauty wishlist, some of the wishes were granted already! Some of the books were found in my local library, Renegade Beauty I self gifted for Christmas, and 2018 started in the best possible way when I was offered Medical Medium books by a fabulous couple from the US, and I will share more when I will get the package. You know who you are, and I want to let you know that you are too good to be true and I appreciate you so much! 
I won't go into details of all the books here, if you get it, you get it! I like educating myself on many levels on an ongoing basis, and it is such a pity I have less and less time for it. I really ought to spend less time on Instagram and get back into reading. I am waaay behind my 10-books-a-month habit I used to sport. My real time reading lists can be seen here (don't forget to slide) and here. If you have any recommendations for me, please leave them down below - many thanks in advance!



Fashion Wishlist
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Fashion wishlist 2018
I apologise in advance for this eye sore! When you look closely at the individual pieces, they are all fabulous, but when you put them together like that, it is a right jumble, I get it. I am someone who does not buy new clothes every month, or even season, so I can dream, right? I used to roll on the floor laughing at a cost-per-wear concept I'd seen in InStyle or similar fashion glossy mags, but now I see it makes sense. I could go on and on for hours, but let's leave it at this note - if I ever will be able to afford any designer pieces, I would like any of the Missoni garment and one Balenciaga bag. Amen.


Thanks of you are still with me, if you made it to the end, you are a total rock star and should pat yourself on the back! 
What is on your wishlist, I would love to know. Please share with me either in the comments or on any of my social media?


Tata for now, see you here very shortly.

Lots of Love,
Renata.

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Renata.


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Wednesday, January 3, 2018

12 Best Green Beauty Discoveries of 2017



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Welcome back! And if you are new here, welcome 💕💕💕
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Best Green Beauty Discoveries of 2017



So I was browsing some blog or the other, and it had a post that struck a chord with me, New Discoveries Of The Year. So it got me thinking what are my best discoveries for last year and how come I never did any post like this before? After careful consideration and thinking about it for a week, here are my Best Discoveries of 2017 in no particular order. Most of them have reviews on the blog already, so I won't spend time talking about each product in great detail, and thus repeating myself. Only two products escaped my scrutiny so far, but I will make sure to get those reviews out asap. It's just that blogger's overwhelm is getting very real at this stage. Don't get me wrong, I love discovering new products! It's just I am afraid I could miss out on amazing products by not giving them the proper attention they deserve, due to the sheer volume of products I own. By the way, I am stock taking and minimizing my stash at the moment, so expect a blog sale post with lots of free products too.
But for now, let's focus on my best discoveries from last year, shall we?




Isun Ormus Myst

This is a signature ISUN product and for me, love at a first spritz! Have you ever heard of mystical ormus creatures found in living water? Well, you are about to find out! They are tiny spherical atoms of gold, silver and platinum found in clear spring water in Colorado mountains, where ISUN products are made, and that is exactly the base for this facial spritz. They are awesome at renewing and rejuvenating your skin. Plus it smells amazing! See review here. I need this beauty back in my life. It was very hard to choose as all Isun products are amazing in my opinion, but this was a love at a first spritz!



Earthwise Beauty Nap In The Meadow


This is my favourite product from Earthwise Beauty - I haven't tried that many, but I am keen to try more. The woman behind the brand, Ava Zhan is kind of green beauty wizard. Find my review of their Nap In The Meadow, Marshmallow Suds and Passion Eye Serum here. Many things from them are on my wishlist, and those include Sungod, Farizad's Veil, Cistus & Moonlight face mist, Ruby facial oil and one of the facial steams (I want to compare professional formulation to my own DIY)



Living Libations Products 

As soon as I discovered Dutch Health Store carries a large selection of Living Libations products, not just selected few Best Skin Ever, I placed an order for some dental products, and I loved them! Next came the spirulina shampoo, and it was equally amazing - so much that all of these products made into my 2017 Best Products post. You can find my review of the dental products here and the shampoo here; and all I can say, all the other products my this amazing truly clean brand, come this way! Seriously, you should see my Living Libations wishlist! Two miles long, no kidding.

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Dr.Alkaitis Organic Healing Gel

This is one of those few items that escaped my scrutiny and exposure on social media. I bought this after receiving a sample in a green beauty swap with Italian blogger 1988 Bori, as I fell love with how good this was for my dermatitis affected area, it was instantly much calmer and soothed! I will review it separately some day, but I can say that it is one of those high end priced products worth the money, at least for me. Fabulous natural ingredients, but if you are very sensitive and can't handle much essential oils, please try to obtain a sample of it - my skin miraculously can handle it, but I have to close my eyes when I apply it, as it irritates them. It increased in price since I bought it, so let me just say I will be looking for deals like a hawk :)




This was a pleasant surprise and the most successful shoot-in-the-dark purchase of the year, and by that I mean it was the most successful perfume purchase online. So successful in fact that it went into my Top Three Favourite Perfumes Of All Times. Please see the review here if you missed it. It has sandalwood, vanilla, tonka bean, tobacco and cedarwood. Can be used for men too, which is exactly why I like it! I am one of those rare breed of females who prefer to wear male fragrance.
Get it from Love Lula here, or try a sample kit.



Leahlani Mermaid Mask

This isn't technically a 2017 discovery, it was only a year I finally invested in a full size of the mask, after discovering it a year previously. It is really amazing, with visible results (with continuous use) and amazing ingredients! Essentially it is a honey based mask with spirulina, but it also has some amazing extracts in it, and it is why I can't DIY it. It is also one of the cheapest masks in green beauty (and also available within Europe) and that is exactly why I will keep repurchasing it. Review to come soon.



A great natural brand that is available locally to me, and thanks goodness for that! (Get if from Amazon if not) I have numerous products, and I don't plan to stop there. Review can be found here, and I can tell I can understand why Hollywood and stars of a lesser caliber favour it - it is amazing. Palette and the liquid eye liner made into my 2017 Best Products post, and there is so many products I want to try next - mascara, lip products, green concealer, and hopefully V.Claire will make the coloured finishing pearls called Perles Sublimatrices available here too, because I really want to get them. It is not a need thing, more of a "want" thing - it would finish off my green beauty make up collection very nicely. It reminds me so much of those Guerlain pearls, and I see it as an ultimate luxe product.

 


Dudu Osun African Black Soap

Probably the most affordable out of all products I am mentioning here, and the one I intend to re-purchase time and time again. First of all, it has only minimal natural ingredients, secondly it works very well and does not dry out the skin, thirdly it comes in only cardboard box, no plastic, so it is good for the planet (and us). I have reviewed it here, and I kind of don't want to test and review other soaps, because this is so good. Get it from Love Lula here.



If you are after a full coverage concealer, you would love this. I have to be upfront, it is sticky, but it offers full coverage and I find it does not crease. This is my second favourite green beauty concealer after the Hynt Beauty Duo Perfecting concealer (which offers more coverage, but creases slightly, plus I sadly happen to be in between the shades). I have a review of a couple of Ere Perez products here, and I happen to love their Bondi blush too, which is one of the 20+ natural Nars Orgasm dupes I've found. Can be found in Love Lula here.


The best discovery of 2017 for my dermatitis prone skin. Repurchased at least five times in last year alone, so let this be a testament of how much I love it. We all know that bloggers rarely repurchase a thing, unless it is really good. And this is really good for my dry skin - it is amazing, and my skin just drinks it up! it is not designed to treat dermatitis, but my skin is on it's best behavior when I use this, and if I happen to have a breakout due to accidentally glutening myself or testing some unsuitable products, this is the first thing I reach for, as I know my skin will be soothed and calmed in an instant. See review in this link, and if you want to, get it from Love Lula here. 



Rahua Shampoo

Just like with Living Libations True Blue Spirulina shampoo, all I can say is this - it is worth the money. And trust me, I am not someone who recommends pricy products easily! Rahua line has been on my radar since the very start of my own switch to the green side, but it took me eight years to come round to try this - until then I spent many years having bad hair days - trying all the budget clean shampoos I could find, and crying crocodile tears when none of them worked for me.
I got mine in Love Lula.


So those were my favourite discoveries of 2017 - thinking back, it was amazing year for discovering new fantastic products. This is the first this type of post I'd done to date, but I will keep it up. It was fun to look back and remember the new-to-me things I enjoyed. 

What were your best discoveries of 2017? Please share, I would love to know!

*Update in 2020 - every single product is still a favourite and that is saying something ðŸ’•


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Tata for now.

Lots of Love,
Renata.

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